Why must I give thanks unto You, Lord? My parents have their issue. Pamy has her issue. I’m left to absorb all their issues. Why must I give thanks?
I will give thanks because we are all alive. We are physically health. I will give thanks because God is in control. I will give thanks because God is giving me a chance to share the Gospel to my family. I will give thanks because God is working in our midst. I will give thanks because God wants to use me achieve something for His glory.
I will give thanks despite the raging storm and flood. I will give thanks even when it seems impossible. I will give thanks because I know Jesus and I have Him and that is more than enough to give thanks.
At times that I am unwell, you are the first person that I like to talk to. You are the ONLY person I like to talk to. It it is both a good and bad thing. A good thing in the sense that you have allowed me to verbalized my feelings; you listen nonjudgementally, and you tell me what I need to hear. A bad thing in the sense that I am becoming dependent on you, I think. There is a time to stand up and walk on my own feet. Now is the best time to learn. I have to be strong, too! I cannot live off of your energy all the time. It’s nice that we don’t have any means of communication as of the moment; this buys me some precious time to reflect. Thanks for letting me on my own. You don’t know how vital this is to me.
Cast thy burden upon The Lord, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.
I’m okay. Don’t worth about me :)
P. S I miss you.